This Feeling

Hard to describe  On the verge Stuck Quicksand Straining and stretching Reach What do I really want In this place again Non-complacency Impact? Millions? Selling something? CEO  Delusions or dreams I see myself there  But is my vision true Longevity and legendary What people will say Versus how I will feel Shaping and tuning ...

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Random Thursday 

Rolling through stop signs Slow down a hole Leaves are like soggy wheaties Walking behind me Good morning No thank you but fine Get your stuff done earlier so you can enjoy your walk Hip swing like a cowboy Weird waiting patterns at the bus stop Human animals Men taking up space as usual...

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Apple Trees

  In a past life I must have been an apple tree with extensive roots and robust branches standing strong in my senescence against the wind and rain and sun. Someone must have cared for me, watched me through the seasons, pruning and snipping, pinching and nourishing me to ensure I produced my bushels...

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Full

Love An old friend Memories of mom Wealth in abundance Dreams and truths Connecting and connected  Not alone Tears welling  A chuckle  A puppies innocence and joy  Opportunity  Lucky enough to miss someone  Creating in motion  Shaping and honing  Admitting imperfection  Loving still Touching cheeks Unedited and unabridged living So much more  So much...

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Fail and Move On

Yesterday I failed. It was humbling. Embarrassing. Annoying. Enraging. Depressing. I ran the gamut of emotions. I spent an entire day of my life wallowing because I didn’t do well on a quiz.  So what?  I learned to always use every advantage I can and at my disposal because I forgot to yesterday. I...

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Pumpkin Seed Jack

They brought home 15 beautiful orange pumpkins from the farm up north of Seattle. One for each step down to their front walk way and several for the front porch. They loved Halloween and fall decorating. They were going to carve the pumpkins right before trick or treating so they wouldn’t rot and so...

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Random TGIF 

Coffee breath Baby snores Swaddled loosely  Fatigue induced  Patience nowhere But he’s so cute Reading is boring  Angry wiggles  Staying in touch  Intentionally losing touch Day late  Run to the bus Excited somewhere  TGIF  Home cooked lasagna In ten years All the things we want Waiting for inspiration Chase it  Make some eggs Help...

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Easy Chair 

It’s 5:49 am. The dog got up to let me know she’s ready for a walk and breakfast. I’m ready for neither. But I’ll go. Last week words felt like they were exploding out of me and it felt good. This week I feel tired and uninspired. Ebb and flow. Free and costly. Easy...

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Nagging

New week Lingering sore throat Started a new Twitter  Dogs up Gunky eyes  Ground my teeth all night  Is all you want advice Who cares about rowing  Boogers  Groaning baby Blocked clogged dripping  I need to polish the cast iron sink When we have more kids  I just don’t want to Days of sleep ...

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The Miracle of Writing

Most of my posts have been about rowing. But that’s not what this blog is about.  When someone can get lost in your writings, spend an hour reading the things you have taken the time to craft and sent out into the world and come back to you with any kind of meaningful feedback,...

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